im starting to think that having a blog is ... childish. or maybe i just have too much time?
darwin
奇跡見えない。
hahaha.
i think we as human like to take things as granted. our friends and families, our status, our wealth and health well, basically everything?
i remembered vividly how i took my ex-girlfriend for granted, how i took money for granted, well a lot of things. somehow i just can't remember them.
as the chinese saying goes, "好了伤疤忘了痛” well, it means people tend to forget the pain after the wounds are healed. i think i take my friends for granted, but needless to say i do feel like some of them take me for granted too. i'm not pointing fingers at anyone here, but i think people move on with life. they make new friends, and make more and more friends. you can't have time for everyone, you only have 24 hours a day and nearly half your day is spent probably on sleeping. well probably 8 hours on work, 2 hours on entertainment, that leaves you with like so little time.
well, im selfish. i want people to make time for me. i want them to focus on me. i want to be spoiled brat. well maybe i am already one. grrr im so childish. grow up darwin grow up darwin